I think I have a crush on my psychiatrist?

Well you can't act on it for another year or so if your living here in the US. I'm sure that you truly are attracted to her because of her beauty and since she is a psychiatrist she is probably helping you through some stuff. Patients having feelings toward doctors psychiatrists especially is common. Is she already married because that might be a problem. Plus the age difference will be tough if you do end up having a relationship. She is exactly twice your age so when your 40 she's going to be almost 60. Most people are probably going to call you crazy. Most people in your situation are. But I'm sure there have been successful relationships in circumstances like yours. You can't have any "relations" While your her patient because it's illegal. I don't think it is going to work out but I don't know.